May. 19th, 2009
Earlier today, I came upon a run of Tokio Hotel videos where Bill was 'singing' from playback -- sucky! And realised I would far far rather him fuck up royally than try to do these fakely flawless performances. Album-like. I mean, what's the point in that? So I dug around in ![[livejournal.com profile]](http://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
th_cult and struck gold from someone who felt the same way. Early early Tokio Hotel. So enthusiastic! Vid quality is iffy, but it's exceedingly fun upbeat rock that and you can see Bill is enjoying singing, not simply feeding off the audience.
( not official vids, so hopefully will work for all )
th_cult and struck gold from someone who felt the same way. Early early Tokio Hotel. So enthusiastic! Vid quality is iffy, but it's exceedingly fun upbeat rock that and you can see Bill is enjoying singing, not simply feeding off the audience. ( not official vids, so hopefully will work for all )
my shame continues
May. 19th, 2009 10:47 pmMy fangirling continues. I have made fangirling posts in a community. For most of you, that's within the realm of normal, but I really don't post to comms about anything. Too scary. Even when I was a support vol and it was normal to post to helpscreening and social comms and suchlike, I just... rarely ever could. I have perhaps not quite absorbed the 'community' bit of 'community', and think of comms as cold arenas where watchers lurk, ready to strip me of all pretensions if I am not utterly utterly relevant. In my journal, people choose to listen to me. In comms, they're there for... the stuff that's posted. By other people. Right?
Of course this particular comm is just a fun new one for some friends, and has temporarily been repurposed as the "![[personal profile]](http://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
midwintersong and phoenix squee over Tokio Hotel, with some approval from fae" comm. But still. comm! Yay. Semi-public fansquee! Yay. Being irritating in my fangirling? Yay! (deal.)
I reposted them to my DW to have a record of my fangirlism. [post one] [post two] Probably next week I'll look back and boggle at myself. ;)
And um, oh yes, it occurs to me this might be relevant. I had an exam today! It went well, I'm confident about it. Now just three more to go.
helpscreening and social comms and suchlike, I just... rarely ever could. I have perhaps not quite absorbed the 'community' bit of 'community', and think of comms as cold arenas where watchers lurk, ready to strip me of all pretensions if I am not utterly utterly relevant. In my journal, people choose to listen to me. In comms, they're there for... the stuff that's posted. By other people. Right?Of course this particular comm is just a fun new one for some friends, and has temporarily been repurposed as the "
midwintersong and phoenix squee over Tokio Hotel, with some approval from fae" comm. But still. comm! Yay. Semi-public fansquee! Yay. Being irritating in my fangirling? Yay! (deal.) I reposted them to my DW to have a record of my fangirlism. [post one] [post two] Probably next week I'll look back and boggle at myself. ;)
And um, oh yes, it occurs to me this might be relevant. I had an exam today! It went well, I'm confident about it. Now just three more to go.
